Thursday, January 20, 2011
I'm in bad shape.
Apart from my arm and my mental trauma, I had a run in.
Rika
She's still alive or was up until now
I don't know why what I saw happened.
I was running through a park when I saw someone sitting underneath a tree.
I came up to her and realized who it was. I was getting my knife out when I heard her say something.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for everything."
I still held the knife I approached her seeing that something was different. Her hair was tangled, her face was dirty and she was cut on her legs and arms. Most shocking was that she was crying.
" Im so sorry for everything." She said then she stood up and approached me. I held up the knife but I... I trusted her. She hugged me and cryed. Then she stopped and backed up.
" He's coming! I can feel him. Run please run now!" she screamed as she stumbled back.
But He was already there. As Rika stumbled back one of his temdrils wrapped around her leg and pulled her to him. What happened next has burned into my mind.
He slammed her to the ground with his tendrils. Rika coughed up blood and gave me one final look before He ripped her open.
As much as she has done I feel bad for her. Whatever changed in her made her realize what she was doing. And He wouldn't accept that.
I'm still running. I'm still fighting. I don't need help right now.
Apart from my arm and my mental trauma, I had a run in.
Rika
She's still alive or was up until now
I don't know why what I saw happened.
I was running through a park when I saw someone sitting underneath a tree.
I came up to her and realized who it was. I was getting my knife out when I heard her say something.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for everything."
I still held the knife I approached her seeing that something was different. Her hair was tangled, her face was dirty and she was cut on her legs and arms. Most shocking was that she was crying.
" Im so sorry for everything." She said then she stood up and approached me. I held up the knife but I... I trusted her. She hugged me and cryed. Then she stopped and backed up.
" He's coming! I can feel him. Run please run now!" she screamed as she stumbled back.
But He was already there. As Rika stumbled back one of his temdrils wrapped around her leg and pulled her to him. What happened next has burned into my mind.
He slammed her to the ground with his tendrils. Rika coughed up blood and gave me one final look before He ripped her open.
As much as she has done I feel bad for her. Whatever changed in her made her realize what she was doing. And He wouldn't accept that.
I'm still running. I'm still fighting. I don't need help right now.
Monday, January 3, 2011
Jolted back
that's what I felt
I saw him
I didn't hear him
but the fear
worse than ever before
I was rash
I ran away
from rose, fallen, Jeff
it was stupid of me
so stupid
i don't think he needs me anymore
i think he's going to kill me
it was inevitable though
I'll try stay sane
I'll try to stay alive
for as long as I can
that's what I felt
I saw him
I didn't hear him
but the fear
worse than ever before
I was rash
I ran away
from rose, fallen, Jeff
it was stupid of me
so stupid
i don't think he needs me anymore
i think he's going to kill me
it was inevitable though
I'll try stay sane
I'll try to stay alive
for as long as I can
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Somehow I'm not dead.
My hand.
My fucking right hand is gone.
Fucking gone.
I sort of woke up today in a house. I had no idea what had happened. My right hand was gone. Fucking gone and my arm was just bandaged. Then I realized I had a knife in my left hand. I was covered in blood. To my right was a girl. She looked to be about 16. She was dead. I had killed her. Then I heard a voice behind me. It was another girl. I assume she was Fallen.
"Too bad we had to shoot your hand off. We couldn't have let you off yourself. We were having
so much fun with you"
Me>>> Who the hell are you? Where the fuck am I?
Fallen>>> I think you know who I am. As for where we are it's just one of my many bases. You were just torturing this fine girl. She was a runner and you got the chance to play with her.
Me>>> Stop it!!!! Leave me the fuck alone!!!!
At this point Fallen charged at me and knocked the knife out of my hand. She threw me on the ground and stomped on my right arm. I blacked out from the pain. I woke up again in this closet and found that I still had my phone.
So fuck.
I tried to shoot myself and they shot my fucking hand off before I could do it.
I blacked out afterwards and became hallowed and killed who knows how many. And now I'm being held by Fallen.
What am I going to do?
My hand.
My fucking right hand is gone.
Fucking gone.
I sort of woke up today in a house. I had no idea what had happened. My right hand was gone. Fucking gone and my arm was just bandaged. Then I realized I had a knife in my left hand. I was covered in blood. To my right was a girl. She looked to be about 16. She was dead. I had killed her. Then I heard a voice behind me. It was another girl. I assume she was Fallen.
"Too bad we had to shoot your hand off. We couldn't have let you off yourself. We were having
so much fun with you"
Me>>> Who the hell are you? Where the fuck am I?
Fallen>>> I think you know who I am. As for where we are it's just one of my many bases. You were just torturing this fine girl. She was a runner and you got the chance to play with her.
Me>>> Stop it!!!! Leave me the fuck alone!!!!
At this point Fallen charged at me and knocked the knife out of my hand. She threw me on the ground and stomped on my right arm. I blacked out from the pain. I woke up again in this closet and found that I still had my phone.
So fuck.
I tried to shoot myself and they shot my fucking hand off before I could do it.
I blacked out afterwards and became hallowed and killed who knows how many. And now I'm being held by Fallen.
What am I going to do?
Friday, December 3, 2010
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
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Too bad. You're going to live. We will make sure of it.
You didn't even put up a good fight. Though it was fun to watch you squirm as we broke you. As you heard her voice screaming for help and knowing you couldn't do anything about it.
As for everyone else, don't worry about B. Soon enough he won't have thoughts of his dead sweetheart. He will only have thoughts of Master.
He's ours now.
Too bad. You're going to live. We will make sure of it.
You didn't even put up a good fight. Though it was fun to watch you squirm as we broke you. As you heard her voice screaming for help and knowing you couldn't do anything about it.
As for everyone else, don't worry about B. Soon enough he won't have thoughts of his dead sweetheart. He will only have thoughts of Master.
He's ours now.
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010
End
She's dead.
I was too late. I got into the building. I heard her screaming. Screaming for me. I ran to her just in time to hear her dying words.
"Save me Brian."
I didn't though. I couldn't do anything to stop the agent from slitting her throat.
I screamed. The agent ran.
I got to Melody. I held her. I held her for what seemed the longest time and said goodbye.
It's all my fault. From the begining I infected her, I told her about him, I dragged her into this, and I was too late. It's all my fault.
I don't know if I can go on any longer.
Melody I'm so sorry. I love you.
I was too late. I got into the building. I heard her screaming. Screaming for me. I ran to her just in time to hear her dying words.
"Save me Brian."
I didn't though. I couldn't do anything to stop the agent from slitting her throat.
I screamed. The agent ran.
I got to Melody. I held her. I held her for what seemed the longest time and said goodbye.
It's all my fault. From the begining I infected her, I told her about him, I dragged her into this, and I was too late. It's all my fault.
I don't know if I can go on any longer.
Melody I'm so sorry. I love you.
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Theory
Were safe. Found a nice park that we've been staying at. It's so much warmer here in Arizona.
So yesterday we were sitting underneath a tree ( it was like the only tree in the park so no danger from Him) when B gasped. He was looking at some guy in the tree. He was staring right back at us. We ran. We didn't want to take any chances even if he was another runner.
So later that same night we were on the other side of the park when the same guy appeared. He pointed behind us and when we looked guess who was there? His tentacles came out and he stared at B. Then he just up and vanished along with that guy. Very weird.
So I have a theory about becoming hallowed. Remember how I started becoming hallowed? It started happening very rapidly. Before that when Rika kidnapped me I think something happened. At that point in our journey I was becoming more and more scared and I was almost starting to give up hope. When Rika forced me into the dark room I think that... I think that I kind of like just gave up hope. When that happened I felt like something had got into me. Something dark.
I think that triggered the hallowing procesess. That losing hope and thought leaves you open to attack. That's just my theory it may not by true in all circumstances though.
~Melody
So yesterday we were sitting underneath a tree ( it was like the only tree in the park so no danger from Him) when B gasped. He was looking at some guy in the tree. He was staring right back at us. We ran. We didn't want to take any chances even if he was another runner.
So later that same night we were on the other side of the park when the same guy appeared. He pointed behind us and when we looked guess who was there? His tentacles came out and he stared at B. Then he just up and vanished along with that guy. Very weird.
So I have a theory about becoming hallowed. Remember how I started becoming hallowed? It started happening very rapidly. Before that when Rika kidnapped me I think something happened. At that point in our journey I was becoming more and more scared and I was almost starting to give up hope. When Rika forced me into the dark room I think that... I think that I kind of like just gave up hope. When that happened I felt like something had got into me. Something dark.
I think that triggered the hallowing procesess. That losing hope and thought leaves you open to attack. That's just my theory it may not by true in all circumstances though.
~Melody
Thursday, November 25, 2010
AZ
Yep were in Arizona. Took a while but it was worth it. We no longer have to freeze our asses off when we're running. Hopefully we can settle down a bit here.
Also happy Thanksgiving to anyone who still cares.
So many things have happened though. Nessa's gone. Zero's getting worse and He's probably attacking because of what we did.
But it was worth it. Melody's so much better. I just wish the agents would leave her alone so that she could go back.
Got to find a hotel or something even though we haven't had the best luck with those.
~B
Also happy Thanksgiving to anyone who still cares.
So many things have happened though. Nessa's gone. Zero's getting worse and He's probably attacking because of what we did.
But it was worth it. Melody's so much better. I just wish the agents would leave her alone so that she could go back.
Got to find a hotel or something even though we haven't had the best luck with those.
~B
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Shit
We're hiding. In a Mcdonalds bathroom. We were chased. Shit happened. I killed two.
We had ran from the whole scene yesterday and found a hotel. We checked in and almost immediatly we saw ten of them outside. A whole fucking horde of agents. We saw them enter the hotel and we ran out. We left money to pay so we wouldn't be reported again. We took the elevator down. We ran outside. There were more waiting. Four agents all wearing masks. We ran behind the hotel looking for a weapon or anything. Hope came in the form of a crowbar. I picked it up and faced the agents pushing Melody behind me. They attacked, I swung. The crowbar went into one of the agents stomach. They fell dying. We ran further but Melody tripped and they attacked her. I ran and started hitting anything with a mask. Two ran one stayed. He ran at me and his head met the crowbar.
I feel so different. I mean they were agents but... I just took two lives
Melody's fine she wasn't hurt.
~B
We had ran from the whole scene yesterday and found a hotel. We checked in and almost immediatly we saw ten of them outside. A whole fucking horde of agents. We saw them enter the hotel and we ran out. We left money to pay so we wouldn't be reported again. We took the elevator down. We ran outside. There were more waiting. Four agents all wearing masks. We ran behind the hotel looking for a weapon or anything. Hope came in the form of a crowbar. I picked it up and faced the agents pushing Melody behind me. They attacked, I swung. The crowbar went into one of the agents stomach. They fell dying. We ran further but Melody tripped and they attacked her. I ran and started hitting anything with a mask. Two ran one stayed. He ran at me and his head met the crowbar.
I feel so different. I mean they were agents but... I just took two lives
Melody's fine she wasn't hurt.
~B
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Terrible
We saw something. Something horrid. Three of them. Three runners. Two boys and a girl.
We had jumped out of our train to get food when we saw about fifty yards away the whole seen. They were running. We almost immediatly knew they were running from him. We just knew. Then the girl tripped. One boy screamed and ran back to help her. The other kept running but He appeared right in front of him and He...... My god. We were in shock. We couldn't move. Then He turned to the two left who were on the ground. We ran away. But we heard things. Terrible screams of agony. Then it all stopped. I threw up. Melody started crying. We could'nt have done anything. But still...
Did He do this on purpose? Just to scare us even more?
And Nessa's being hallowed now too. Why? Why all of this?
Were going to try to get on another train. We cover alot of land that way.
~B
We had jumped out of our train to get food when we saw about fifty yards away the whole seen. They were running. We almost immediatly knew they were running from him. We just knew. Then the girl tripped. One boy screamed and ran back to help her. The other kept running but He appeared right in front of him and He...... My god. We were in shock. We couldn't move. Then He turned to the two left who were on the ground. We ran away. But we heard things. Terrible screams of agony. Then it all stopped. I threw up. Melody started crying. We could'nt have done anything. But still...
Did He do this on purpose? Just to scare us even more?
And Nessa's being hallowed now too. Why? Why all of this?
Were going to try to get on another train. We cover alot of land that way.
~B
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