Thursday, January 20, 2011

I'm in bad shape.

Apart from my arm and my mental trauma, I had a run in.


She's still alive or was up until now

I don't know why what I saw happened.
I was running through a park when I saw someone sitting underneath a tree.
I came up to her and realized who it was. I was getting my knife out when I heard her say something.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for everything."

I still held the knife I approached her seeing that something was different. Her hair was tangled, her face was dirty and she was cut on her legs and arms. Most shocking was that she was crying.

" Im so sorry for everything." She said then she stood up and approached me. I held up the knife but I... I trusted her. She hugged me and cryed. Then she stopped and backed up.

" He's coming! I can feel him. Run please run now!" she screamed as she stumbled back.

But He was already there. As Rika stumbled back one of his temdrils wrapped around her leg and pulled her to him. What happened next has burned into my mind.
He slammed her to the ground with his tendrils. Rika coughed up blood and gave me one final look before He ripped her open.

As much as she has done I feel bad for her. Whatever changed in her made her realize what she was doing. And He wouldn't accept that.

I'm still running. I'm still fighting. I don't need help right now.

Monday, January 3, 2011

Jolted back
that's what I felt
I saw him
I didn't hear him
but the fear
worse than ever before
I was rash
I ran away
from rose, fallen, Jeff
it was stupid of me
so stupid
i don't think he needs me anymore
i think he's going to kill me
it was inevitable though
I'll try stay sane
I'll try to stay alive
for as long as I can

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Insane I am insane

I think I hear him again

I think I feel him again

Going through bouts of insanity isn't fun for anyone

Where are you Melody?

Please come back

I miss you

Thursday, December 16, 2010

It's back
the pain
the terrible pain everywhere
all around me in my mind

Fallen wanted me to tell her the cure. She tortured me. I didn't tell. I can't tell her. But i don't know if I can stand another round if she gets me again

I have to try to stay alive. But I doubt that will go on for long.

Monday, December 13, 2010

Thank god.

Im with Rose now. I should be ale to hold up for awhile.